pinkandblackcrayons

2008-09-06T07:24:00.000-07:00

thanks honey for today, it was amazing.

but for now,
i guess i wouldnt be posting for quite awhile. gotta get stuff sorted out like swimming and stuff.
this is so annoying, complicated, whatever.

but atm it seems that there isnt really anyone to talk to about it regard of how much we text or call or even if we see each other everyday. it feels so tiring trying to just put on a poker face and smiling at everything even though i really cant take it anymore. why try to live up to other's expectations. why do everything to meet everyone's target for you.but hasnt it always been like this, why the sudden doubt. weak, yes, call me weak. please. seriously, who am i trying to kid. who?
i just want you to know;
i try. i really do.

): Deb.

2008-09-06T07:13:00.000-07:00

Everytime i see your face
Everytime you look my way
Its like it all falls into place
Everything feels right

2008-09-04T06:04:00.000-07:00

i'm still feeling like shit in the water even tho i alrdy had 6 sessions ): baah.

ANYWAYS,

YAY :D someone's gonna sneak me into _________ and he is gonna be my 007 spy :DDDDDD

YAY (: HAHAHAHA.

Deb! :D
(:

2008-09-01T23:11:00.000-07:00

since i'm too lazy to start math file and someone isnt replying my msg [ ): ] i shall do a quiz from cass's blog.

QUIZ ONE
GIRLY
[x] I like at least one shade of pink.
[x] I don't like being messy.
[ ] My belongings are organized.
[ ] I don't like rock music.
[] I like wearing accessories.
[x] Bright colors amaze me.
[ ] I hate black.
[ ] I go to the salon once a week.
[x] I comb my hair almost all the time.
[] I bring my phone with me everywhere.
TOTAL: 4

BOYISH
[] I wear baggy pants.
[] I play video games.
[x] I listen to bands like Fall Out Boy, Yellowcard, Switchfoot, etc.
[x] I like wearing jackets with hoods.
[x] I'm too lazy to do chores.
[ ] I don't like shopping.
[x] I like to go bungee jumping.
[ x] I like being sweaty.
[] I'm a big fan of marvel heroes.
[ ] I always wear perfume.
TOTAL: 5

NERDY
[x] I always carry a pen in my purse or pocket.
[x] I enjoy studying.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[I WANT TO x THIS BUT I CANT ] I'm a straight-A student.
[ ] I've never skipped any class in my whole life.
[ ] I like my shirt tucked in.
[x] One of my favorite subjects is science.
[x] I like reading books.
[i want to x this too>:/] My assignments are passed up on time.
TOTAL: 4

EMO
[no way.] I love the color black.
[] I always sit at the corner.
[x] One side of my hair is covering one of my eyes.
[ ] I like listening to metal rock music.
[] I have a lot of problems in my life.
[ ] I don't talk much.
[ ] I don't have that much friends.
[] I barely have fun.
[x] I barely go out with my folks or friends.
TOTAL: 2

CHILDISH
[x] I love to stare at the ceiling for ten minutes.
[x] I sleep with a stuff toy.
[x] I watch cartoons.
[ ] I love to invent words only I understand.
[ ] I sleep with a night light.
[ ] My parents are the ones who choose my outfit.
[x] I'm scared of roller coasters.
[] I like being with my family relatives.
[x] I take bubble baths.
[x] I love Spongebob.
TOTAL: 6

QUIZ TWO
Use the first letter of your name to answer the following. They have to be real names, real places and real things -- nothing made up.You cannot use your own name for the boy/girl’s name.

1. What is your name?
Deborah

2. A 4-letter word?
Damn? HAHA.

3. A vehicle?
i wanted to write doughnut, then i realised it isnt a vehicle. bullDozer?

4. A boy’s name?
derrick (:? HAHA

5. A girl’s name?
danielle

6. An occupation?
DOCTOR :D

7. Something you wear?
dress?

8. A celebrity?
fred Dalton thompson

9. Something found in a bathroom?
dental floss (: haha. i'm so proud of myself for thinking for that

10. Reason for being late?
dental appointment?

11. Something you shout?
Dunno!

12. A body part?
diaphragm? or dorsolateral fissure. hahaha.

13. Word to describe yourself?
detailed? HAHA.

list of holiday homework :
1) math file
2) philo file
3) file up all other worksheets
4) read up on anatomy
5) help ___ with her talent management report
6) study for HMT Os
7)read the TIME magazine i still havent
8)go training.

Deb! :D

2008-09-01T07:07:00.000-07:00

with the exams gone its really awesome (:

saturday was out with heidi, movie-ed, ate, shopped for earphones :D it was awesome (: we should do it sometime soon again :DD

sunday was just club and pool (: it was great! i won $_____ (: hahaha. cos ____'s black ball went in on his second hit. AWESOME :D haha.

today had only morning trng, then went home to sleep. i'm still feeling like shit in the water btw. haha. but whatever. then shopped with mum. bought a whole lot of stuff :D saw jinyu the first time in LV then the second time there saw nah,dandan&kel. haha. (: coffee-ed with dandan&nah. then did summore shopping. decided against going out tonight since i figured i sure cant wake up tmr morning trng. haha. so i was a nice girl and came home to read my pretty little liar book (: whee. haha.

but for now, i cant sneeze cos everytime i do, my stomach ( abs or flabs?) hurts. >< goddammit. bahh.

Deb! :D
is it us? or is it just me thinking too much again?

2008-08-29T19:28:00.000-07:00

回忆里想起模糊的小时候
云朵漂浮在蓝蓝的天空
那时候的你说
要和我手牵手
一起走到时间的尽头

* 从此以后我都不敢抬头看
彷佛我的天空失去了颜色
从那一天起
我忘记了呼吸
眼泪啊永远不再
不再哭泣

legs are jelly-oish from trng. wtf. two and a half weeks of no training really shows when i finally get back into the water. this just makes me wanna stop swimming more.
if it wasnt because of you, i would have.(: w

Deb! D:

2008-08-28T03:54:00.000-07:00

today had awesome incidents and not so ideal ones.

1) did my fingernails. BUT now my finger and toes dont match ): cos i did my toes two days ago. then i forgot about the color. so now my toes and finger color clashes ): but still. both are nice on its own.

here's the fingers. mt fingers are long and fugly. but that isnt the point.

close up

my toes (:

with a little tinklebell on each big toe :D

the one i had before before the this one. the one before the current one was balloons in the sky. forgot to take picture :p

2) i saved 15 baby fishes (: cos there was rain. then the fish pots (?) outside my living room there was over flooded and so the pregnant fish flowed out i think. then it gave birth outside. so there were like loads of baby fishes when i came home at 5pm after shopping. so i went saving them. using a spoon and knife. wait. i used a knife only cos the thin side is so thin it wouldnt hurt the baby fishes. (: and it was plastic. dont worry. i wasnt trying to have baby fish sashimi [the thought of it freaks the hell outta me man.] anw. i saved the mother too. ((: BUT i accidentally kill 2 babies >< i cant help it. they're too small. like when i scoop them up and put it into the container one by one somehow some just dies ): but at least i saved the majority. :D and in the midst of this important life saving activity, kiki the nosy parker came along to check it out. but obviously i stopped him from going out.once he puts his nose down and sniff, the fishes are gone case.

the fish pots (? what do you call them? they're not tanks..)

the place where the fishes were. the place i was scooping them from. there was water there btw.

baby fishes (((:

the nosy parker! his hair isnt always like this. i think i tied his hair on the day i was studying for bio. that explains it doesnt it (: haha. he looks SO girl :D

Deb! :D
i'm so sorry. i'm just not ready for anything now.
you can do so much better than me.
sorry.

2008-08-27T00:22:00.000-07:00

options results are out :

i got biomed, china studies ( thats what i call it but its termed under social studies) and film lit.
yay for biomed and china studies cos thats what i wanted, but i didnt get the greek gods which i orginally opted for. so now i'm stuck with lit. haha. but nevermind. if all turns out well, i probably end school at 1.10 for tuesday thursday and friday. and if i'm lucky, i can get bio lab days on wednesday which means i dont have to miss training ( (:? or ):? ) anw, that is if i'm still swimming. haha. then mondays i've got bio till like 3:40. so i guess monday afternoons will be no training day (: haha.

anyways, speaking of which,today had my chinese paper. 4 hours of bloody chinese. can die okay. cathy wrote 11 pages for zuowen combined. i wrote 8. oh great. nevermind. hoping to scrape a pass. cant have high hopes for chinese anw. since i dont actually speak it at home neither do i read chinese stuff. haha. doesnt matter tho. but i've got an interest in china studies. but obviously next year will be bio chem math econs for me. haha. anw, tmr last paper. ss. i need to go mug for it. my paper now is like super clean as in.the one we're allowed to annotate. haha. nevermind. shall procrastinate ( yanshan. spell?) HAHA.

anw, holidays plans

thursday- nails, dental, shopping, find _____ :DD
friday - i'm gonna fall sick. so i wouldnt be in school (: uhm. shopping for FAM dress (:& prepare ___ for _____.
saturday- out with ____ or _____<3
sunday- csc gym+snooker+bowling :D
monday- junru(?)
tueday- cass (?)
wednesday-
thursday-
friday- ____ again (?) (:
saturday
sunday- gym+snooker+bowling again :DD

shit. i feel so pathetic. this year is me asking everyone out instead of people asking me out. damned. actually there are people asking me out. just not the right people for now ):

Deb! D:

2008-08-26T05:17:00.000-07:00

finally got over with chem and geog (:

cant say they were awesome but they didnt turn out as badly as i thought i would have. anw, after geog i went out and got my nails done. they're now green with white tinkerbells (: whee. haha.

i'm totally giving up on chinese and gonna read my TIME magazine now. heck care about chinese i think i'll just last minute cram for o levels. haha, dont give chinese a shit anymore. wooohooo.

Deb! :D

2008-08-25T06:04:00.005-07:00

i've got a bad feeling about tmr. chem and geog.

a sense of impending gloom.

Deb! D:

2008-08-24T02:42:00.001-07:00

i love you cause your emails just cheer me up a whole lot cos i know somewhere someone knows how i am feeling now (:

i love you (:
ps. i seriously hope your AHEM doesnt read this. he might get jealous. (: HAHA.

2008-08-24T01:54:00.000-07:00

mygosh. you wouldnt believe what just happened.

anw, since there was no tuition today, i woke up at like 11,ate lunch then watched gym for awhile. then did like 30 mins of chem then moved on to geog. since i did like really well in the first test i figured it would be a waste if i screw year ends and wouldnt forgive myself if i missed a grade by 1% or something. so yeah. decided to do geog. then my dad came along and told me to remove the battery from my laptop if i was gonna use the main power. so i took it out. then like 2 hours later, when he was done using his own laptop he went to switch off the main power. so my screen suddenly went black. i was like _)@$*%*@$ the geog i was doing wasnt even saved!!!

but luckily i managed to recover it. if not daddy is SO dead. HAHA..

Deb! D:

2008-08-22T02:42:00.000-07:00

for the sake of the people who didnt realise, you're the people i allowed into my blog (: be honoured k. esp junru, since we usually only talk about work. haha.

anyways, even though he probably wouldnt see this,

happy birthday nick!

Deb! D:

thanks for being so nice about so many things.(:

2008-08-21T03:09:00.000-07:00

physics paper is over, probably my last paper of physics in my life. but everytime someone asks "taking bio next year?" i say yes, but. yes, there's a BUT. somehow i feel like taking physics, not sure why. but nevermind, i ought to be rejocing now because i actually knew how to do the paper. but maybe cos there's philo tmr after math.

or maybe cos there's math.

math, i really hope i dont screw up this time again. i really hope so. but does hope actually do anything? maybe i should be spending my time studying math now instead of posting. but the point is, i can breeze through math questions in tuition and in class. but once i see the stupid math paper everything seems to come to a stop. all the formulas seem locked in some deep dungeon in my head, far far away from my reach. ways to manipulate formulas seems like a second nature in class, but in exams, i spend the time doubting the supposed "nature". i think i'm
fretting over nothing. maybe i'm better off going to one corner and eating dog kibbles.

but then again, math is an easier pain to met as compared to him.

sheesh, this post sounds emo. or rather. nevermind.

math&philo. i cant wait. -rolls eyes.-

Deb! D:

2008-08-20T05:58:00.001-07:00

you're the dream guy. tall, dark, handsome.
what's the catch?

2008-08-19T03:48:00.000-07:00

OH. MY. GOD. he replied my email :DDDDDDDDD
maybe i should learn to have some faith in him (:
<3

EYAs start tmr! i need all the luck i can get. i'm SO screwed. but just when i thought my day was getting worse and worse i got the email (: wheee. i'm so happy i can continue bio part II. (: (:

the way i'm using :D/(: in this post is crazy.

but i'm awesomely happy now.

okay. dinner time.

Deb! :D

2008-08-17T10:04:00.000-07:00

its freaking 1 AM and i havent finish math FA. only at Q2. maybe i should go school then do tmr. >< baah. only 5 hours of sleep tonight. ):

AND WE DONT NEED TO LEARN SOUTHERN BLOTTING FOR THE TEST. sorry, random. just read the email. lol. one less thing to study (: whee.

math FA 2&3. ARGH. -pulls out hair.-

DEBORAH
reply my email ):

2008-08-17T02:11:00.000-07:00

just something really funny while mugging

substitution mutations are usually missense mutations, that is the altered codon still codes for an amino acid and thus make sense, alhtough not necessarily the right sense.

HAHA, okay. nevermind. maybe my sense of humour is just warped.

2008-08-17T01:32:00.000-07:00

okay. MILORAD CAVIC.

he lost to phelps by 0.01, sorry to all the phelps fans here, but honestly, it was quite clear milorad cavic ought to have gotten the gold. but he didnt. and even though he didnt, i still think he's amazing, awesome and the best swimmer. it takes alot to say that he wants to be the man to beat phelps, and he dare to say he wanted to. perhaps next time, all milorad needs is a next time. to prove that he isnt just all about parties.

go milorad cavic (:

Deborah
dare to?

2008-08-17T01:30:00.000-07:00

"It would be good for the sport if he loses. It'd be good for him if he loses. It would be nice if historians talk about Phelps winning seven gold medals and losing the eigth to some guy. I'd like to be that guy."

MILORAD CAVIC.

2008-08-14T07:35:00.000-07:00

11; you got me so addicted to you.

didnt screw up bio spa as badly as i thought i would have(: surprisingly i got higher than an A when i was expecting a fail. but i think this year's exams are quite screwed. like year end weightages are really high, for english its 50%, bio and chem 35%, physics 40% i think chinese also. yesterday my convo with my mum was like

i was doing math assignment
m : "tmr your exam arh?"
me : "no. must tmr exams then i do homework meh"
m : "i havent seen you touch your books since mid years"
me : "still got 7 days till exams, i usually start when its 7 hours left before exams right."
m : "no, you start only 7 minutes before the exams. dont know how you even pass, not to mention do well."

see, this time there's like this really huge thing going on about mugging or something. at first i thought i would fail SPA, so i was damn inspired to start mugging for bio, but then after i got back SPA today, i realised all the more i should study, not cos i didnt do good enough for SPA, but cos the sense of urgency this time round is like. BIG. i think some wire somewhere in my head is screwed.

anyways, something funny yesterday. derek called me deborah GOH. goddammit. he doesnt even know my surname.haha. i'm deborah CHUA CHUA CHUA.

oh. and i killed a bee today. dont rub it in. i feel damn guilty now.

DEBORAH
;will you promise it will last forever?

2008-08-12T05:59:00.000-07:00

congrats taoli (:

i'm so glad coughlin won coventry (:

<3 alexander dale oen, ryan lotche, laszlo cseh :D

DEBORAH
whisker-close race.

2008-08-11T06:02:00.000-07:00

thank you for today (: it was amazing <3

anyways, yanshan wanted the pictures. so here it is.
curled my hair at the shop about one week ago ( temporary one.)

this was the back

the front

some emo picture i manage to take. the view right outside my bedroom (:

DEBORAH

2008-08-06T01:17:00.000-07:00

what do i look like,
the wizard of OZ?
you need a brain?
you need a heart?
go ahead.
take mine.
take everything i have.

"in the moment, i knew i was all alone. All alone. "

honestly. today was disappointing.
it cant be better next time, cos i'll make sure there's no next time.

D.

2008-08-03T01:40:00.000-07:00

i'm sure there's something different this time. (: <3

this week's been a blast (:
loads of ups and downs,been busy and tired but more than anything else, happy (:

friday was okay i guess. stuff, then later the meeting thingy. the ice cream and laughing and loads were fun :D haha. going high at macs too. "good job" vs "go jog" HAHA. (: hmm. saw elieen kwan(: saw her once at novena alrdy. was uuber surprised to see her at macs. haha. she made a really awkward comment which i shall not say here. haha. but luckily it didnt affect us much. haha.

saturday was the best so far (: cos of four things. one, i got to see natalie coughlin again:DDD haha. awesome. got her to sign on my cap again. haha. AND i didnt have to get thru the crowd to do that. my secret method.(: got to see phelps&torres&beard&crocker&perisol too. :D second was the shopping at night+ dinner. it was AH-mazing. HAHA.third, I GOT BREAKING DAWN :DDDDD WHEEE. havent read much of it yet. but yeah (: yay. fourth. uhm. yeah. happy thing (:

today was just csc. did a little gym and had lunch(: lunch was funny. haha. neverminds. it was full of "tell me"s! haha. missed the entire of math tuition :D nothing to rejoice about exactly. but neverminds. haha.

gonna start my hardcore mugging regime tmr.
go me.

DEBORAH
"i love her more than anything in the world, more than my own life, and- by some miracle- she loves me that way, too"
- breaking dawn

<3333

2008-07-29T02:37:00.000-07:00

i cant believe i fell asleep on the floor like for 30 mins right before chinese oral exams. its so funny how i can fall asleep so easily nowdays. need more beauty sleep. chinese orals was... okay i guess. quite bad, considering i dont speak chinese when i dont need to. which is always except when i need to order something. but i actually used a shu yu during the orals (: i bet xinjia and joce was impressed i could actually speak a full sentence of chinese :D maybe i should take chinese studies next year. HAHA. in CHINESE. >:) you never know.

but for now, math homework and study for the up coming chinese test on sat

and, i'm still confused over which choices i should make for options. XP

DEBORAH
a different light to sadness

2008-07-28T06:11:00.000-07:00

ate a whole pizza right before training. felt too bloated. died thru training.
back to school tmr ): ohwells.

DEBORAH
and you never got the chance to see how good i've done
and you never got to see me back at number one
i wish that you were here to celebrate together
-byebye

2008-07-27T17:40:00.000-07:00

out with honey yesterday (: it was GREAT :] and she got red hair extensions :D all the laughing in belt shops and bubble tea shops were (: haha.

saw russell&danny&cam&lihuang on the way. lol.

pictures

DEBORAH

2008-07-26T07:44:00.000-07:00

thursday was just crazy.

sat down after school from 5 plus the minute i reached home till 10pm. did ss straight.didnt even get out of the chair to eat anything. so by 10pm i was like a dead fish, totally just crashed over all the colored pencils and died. at least ss was done. i felt accomplished (: i never knew i could rush out work. haha.its quite screwed tho. even tho people tell me its quite nice looking, but the point is. the cartoon doesnt have much meaning. okay. nevermind. hand up alrdy. i just have to pray whoever is marking it has vivid imagination. stayed up till 12 doing i dunno what.

friday

i wanted to not go to school cos i was dying, but i went after all. just to hand up ss (: haha. school was funny, but not as funny has that day. but at least humans quiz was kinda amusing (?) haha. i guess. then slept and trained. supposed to go out. but SOMEONE didnt get me tixs. >:/ grrr.

saturday

training, was really tired. arms were dying from yesterday and is still. did ABIT of chem. then went for tuition. THEN met rachel (: headed for dinner where we saw marcus&leonard and ger &someone (; it was fun catching up and all. :D then went to school for ELDS. it was quite good. not only the show but the company <3 haha. rmb our movie&play date (:

back to bio. need to do the question for tmr's tuition and math questions before tmr's tuition too.

DEBORAH
distraction.

2008-07-24T02:38:00.000-07:00

yesterday was quite funny. so was today.

CLE was just laughing and laughing non stop, plus the whole day was just going high and everything. havent laughed so much in a longlonglong while. (:

anws. yesterday night i actually did quite alot of work. did 30% of my SS pt and finished my english essay and did part of my chem. :D but stayed up till like 12. so yeah. died for training - naturally.

social studies PT due tmr
Chem PT due on monday
chinese orals next week
chinese prelims on august2

less than a month till year ends. need to start mugging.

quote of the day "i am concentrated " - amanda.

DEBORAH
everything's so much easier to do without you.

2008-07-23T01:47:00.000-07:00

I DIDNT LABEL MY GRAPH.

DEBORAH

"loveliu" ;D

2008-07-21T06:21:00.000-07:00

another random one. i started drawing while doing math just a few minutes ago. i cant wait for the weekend to come, but as honey said we need to live pass tuesday till friday. plus there's math teszt coming and social studies due on friday.

i need some form of motivation.

DEBORAH
you've been losing. and i'll make sure you'll continue to. (:

2008-07-20T21:25:00.000-07:00

i just removed my hair extensions. i had blond highlights for 2 days (: it isnt very clear but yeah. i had 4 streaks. i realised i couldnt hide them much so i decided to remove them cos i dont wanna be booked in school since i alrdy have TWO bookings. haha. but as soon as i'm off from school i'll go dye a strand or two blue/pink/green. :D haha. at least i wouldnt seem so weird cos my hair is a lil curly (: whee. going with honey this sunday to get more. see first if i'll decide to extend all my hair (: but i think it really troublesome to comb. maybe i'll just get more shirts (:

DEBORAH
today is a bad day.

2008-07-20T21:18:00.000-07:00

when you get into a tight place and everything goes against you, till it seems as though you could not hold on a minute longer, never give up then, for that is just the place and time that the tide will turn.

-haariet

2008-07-20T06:06:00.000-07:00

Hold on little girl
Show me what he's done to you
Stand up little girl
A broken heart can't be that bad
When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby, come on over
Let me be the one to show you
-to be with you Mr Big

DEBORAH
That’s why I cried when you left my world

2008-07-19T07:08:00.000-07:00

today i was raking through my cupboard. and i found the only thing you once gave me. suddenly every thought of you came rushing back into my mind. just when i thought i was getting better. i guess i really do miss you. just dont know how to tell you that.

today was slightly better i guess. but not one of the best days of my life i must say. trng was muchly dryland. which is better than swimming. darryl pushed illyas and he hit the blue clock and it fell face flat and when i picked it up its hand dropped off. HAHA. okay nevermind. today i very zi-high for some reason. when home and just fell flat on my bed and slept. lol. tuition was quite okay today. time passed really fast for some reason. dinner with parents and shopping.

my life doesnt sound interesting enough does it. >:(

DEBORAH

2008-07-18T06:17:00.000-07:00

today wasnt a good day at all.

its like 10.42 and i just completed my geog poster. i hope its good enough. my mum says my social studies ( last year one ) was better. but last years one was by fluke i scored high >:( i wonder what happens this time with geog. ohwells. now i need to chiong social studies [which i totally dont understand] and chem. plus study for math test and all the chinese compos i promised my teacher >< OH. MY GOSH. I FORGOT. CHENGYU. ARGHHHHH. damned.

math test on wednesday. i want wednesday to come fast ( not because of math test ) but then again because of math test i dont want wednesday to come. okay. nevermind. i think i just need to sleep. geog took up 2 hours of my sleep last night making me almost bang into the wall while swimming this morning. pfft.

better go sleep. i'm aching all over.

DEBORAH
because i refuse to believe what you said;
deep down i still think there was something.

2008-07-15T19:54:00.000-07:00

random, i drew it at 1am last night.
was damn tired last night, wanted to crash at 9 when i reached home but had to wait till 10.30 to call someone to ask for my juicy couture sidekick III (: i hope he has stock :D wheee.

in the meanwhile while waiting i was working on my geog pt, i guess the outline is turning out quite good. just that i havent drew anything yet (: i think the problem comes with social studies pt cos it needs material which i obviously dont have cos i havent been at social studies class for a longlong while. so yupp. later at 2 we've got meeting for chem pt to film the video. so now i need to go rush the chem write up ): before yinyun and amanda comes (; maybe we can play taitee again :DD

DEBORAH
why cant you just say it?

2008-07-14T20:53:00.000-07:00

1. Give a random lyric from the song you're listening today?
just cut it out?

2. Do you think you're approachable?
haha. i dont think so.

3. How do you feel about the person?
who?

4. Do you regret doing anything this week? (Should be 'not doing')
yeah.

5. Last awkward moment?
this morning.

6. Name 3 things everyone knows about you?
1. i'm short?
2. swims
3. backstroke

7. Who are you missing?
uhh. alot of people

8. What do you do when a telemarketer calls?
tell them i'm a teen.

9. Name someone you know whose name begins with a B:
Ben

10. Have you been pressurized to do anything recently?
Yes

11. Do you think the concept of phone sex is stupid?
yeah.

12. How many kids do you want?
NONE (:

13. Name something you wouldn’t want to buy & use?
uhm. an accumulator? but i did anw.

14. What makes you happy at this moment?
uhh. someone help me do homework:D

15. What colour are your eyes?
brown

16. Do you have your wisdom teeth?
Yeah, think so...

17. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
right side

18. Would you rather go camping or to a 5 star hotel?
of cos the 5 star hotel (:

19. When did you last cry?
last friday

20. What's your worst habit?
uhh. i breathe really loudly when i sleep. so sleeping in class is always hindered.

21. Who's the last person you hugged?
uhm. i think sheena. no wait. lyn.

22. If you could own a non-traditional pet, what would it be?
uhhh. platypus <3

23. Would you rather feel pain or be numb?
pain.

24. Do you find it easier to forgive or forget?
Forgive of cos (:

25. Would you ever stay with someone just because you didn't want to break their heart?
tried to. but it didnt work.

26. Have you ever taken anyone/anything for granted?
yeah. of course, who hasnt?

27. Do you hate being alone?
not really :)

Do you swear to tell the truth?
uh. depending on when?

What time is it?
11:56am

What is today's date? (MM/DD/YYYY)
150708

Who was the last person to call you?
yinyun

Has anyone ever sang to you?
yah! HAHA.

If you were abandoned in the wilderness,would you survive?
uhh. hope so?

Who do you text the most?
i dunno eh. alot of people around the same

What does your last incoming text say?
you arh, so lazy how to do well man!

What does your last outgoing text say?
argh. whatever. people not smart like you right!

What is your favorite color?
black white pink

What color are your eyes?
brown

Where were you last night?
uhm. out.

Who was the last person to say they loved you and when?
i think it was honey. OH WAIT. now i remember who. haha. you dont wanna know. it was a joke.

Do you like your parents?
yup.

Do you secretly like someone?
haha, you think?

Who was the last person you said you loved on the phone?
is msging counted? you dont wanna know.

Where is the furthest place you've been?
finland i think. or is US further.

Which do you prefer, to eat or sleep?
sleep (:

Do you look more like your mom or your dad?
i dunno eh.

Are you flexible?
on my arms yeah.

What movie do you want to see?
dunno eh.

What did you do on New Years eve 2007?
ohman. no, i dont wanna remember that day. stupid day.

Was your mom a cheerleader?
uhh. no?

Can you speak any other language besides English?
chinese? ABIT of spanish :D

What is the last letter of your middle name?
no middle name eh.

How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
6?

Do you wear your seatbelt in the car?
lol. no.

Are you scared of flying?
uhh. nopes?

Do you have a tattoo?
you think? HAHA.

Do you like funny people or serious people?
uhhm, depends on the time

Have you ever been to Los Angeles?
yeah. when i was really young

What jewelry do you wear all the time?
nopes.

What are your plans for tonight?
uhm. no plans yet. i wanna go out!!!

What is your favorite song at the moment?
maybe (:

What song do you HATE?
uhm. rise and shine. HAHA.

Do you like chocolate?
dark chocolate is fine.

Are you easy to get along with?
depends on who you are.

Are you a happy person?
yupp (: think so.

Any upcoming events you're excited about?
yupp! musicfest playouting lunch (:

What time is it now?
12.03pm.

----------Final Questions-------------

What are you listening to right now?
what hurts the most.

What did you do today?
sleep train and eat. need to study!!! ><

Hate someone in your family?
nopes.

Good singer?
uh. i duno. haha.

Diamond or pearl?
diamond :D

Are you the oldest?
Oldest where ?

Indoors or outdoors?
indoors (:

------------Today did you--------------

Talk to someone you love?
yeah (:

Kiss anyone?
nope. haha.

Get sick?
nope.

Talked to an ex:
not today.

Eat Dinner:
havent yet lah.

-------Last person who-----------------

You talked to on the phone?
my mum

------------Random-----------------

Have a crush on someone?
you think leh?

What books are you reading right now?
the last princess.

Do u sleep with stuffed animals?
yeah.

What's under your bed?
prolly my dog. or the floor

Favorite locations:
for sleeping? my bed.

Danced a slow dance with someone you didn't even like?
YES.ARGH.

Who do you really hate?
i dont hate anyone. not to that extend.

You lonely right now?
nope. homework is sitting right next to me.

What time is it now?
12.06pm

1.Would you date someone taller then you?
i'm really short btw.

2. When was the last time something bothered you?
this morning.

3. What would you do if your ex showed up at your door?
uhh. i'll be surprised?

4. What are you watching?
the screen?

5. What do you think of this person you took this from?
NICE (:

6. Where was your default picture taken?
thailand (:

7. Who was your last text from?
haha.

8. What's the most interesting thing that you did today?
uhm, sleep?

9. What's your favorite number?
13, 24, 4 , 22, 11, 10, 8 ( my index number :D)

10. Are you single?
yeah.

11. What is your current mood?
sleepy, just woke up.

12. Last people you hung out with?
mum and dad.

13. What sports do you enjoy playing?
floorball (: haha. and tennis.

14. Whose a non family member you trust the most?
yanshan. <3

15. What's your definition of life?
something that makes you wreck your brains to keep alive.

16. What was the highlight of your week?
CHEMPT (: :DDD

17. Would you date someone who was a bad kisser?
uhh. does that matter?

18. Who would be the first to know if you became a parent?
erh, yanshan? if we are still in contact till them :/

24. Whats the last thing someone said to you?
go book.

25. Whose phone call do you always expect?
the dental place.

26. Do you like cuddling?
depends on who, and when.

27. Who/what do you hate/dislike currently?
dislike the situation i'm in.

28. Anyone whose seen you at your worst and still said your beautiful?
uhhh. i doubt?

29. Would you ever cheat on your boyfriend/girlfriend?
i dont think so.

30. Would you ever date a friends ex?
i guess if i like him and she doesnt mind.

31. Can you name 5 people in your mind now?
yinyun amanda cass yanshan sheena

32. What is the last thing you thought about?
what i'm gonna have for lunch

33. Anything special abt your birthday?
not really, except for the friends there.

35. How do you feel about yourself rite now?
not too bad.

36. Do you miss anyone?
yeah. alot.

37. What do you miss most about the past?
when we spoke about anything under the sun.

38.What do you wanna do so badly now?
go out!

DEBORAH
i dare you.

2008-07-14T05:47:00.000-07:00

dunno what i'm doing also! haha.

fish fin (:

AHHH. AMANDA TRYING TO KILL ME!

too tired to post the rest of the photos. shall post them tmr and blog about today (:

DEBORAH
you're such a distraction (:

2008-07-12T19:10:00.000-07:00

"i wanna be your romeo!" HAHAHA.

okay. nevermind. ignore me. i'm just high. and since i'm so nice, i'm gonna post this on my blog

who wants to buy NEW FS pro MALE legskin size 26 ?

see, i'm so nice. haha. neverminds. ignore me. i'm just being a little to extreme today. need to make another trip to simlim tower again >:/ baah. after math and bio tuition i guess. (:

okay. i'm currently going very high with yanshan on msn. laters.

DEBORAH
i hope i cheered you up ;
because as a friend that's the least i can do for you.

2008-07-12T07:18:00.000-07:00

i got this from honey's blog. since i'm bored i shall do it (:

1.CAN YOU SING?
yes but i doubt you'd wanna hear me

2.LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?
uhm. a bunch of roses <3

3.EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE?
YES. HAHA. a gazillion times.

4.THING(S)YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON?
bags. lol.

5.LAST FOOD YOU ATE?
some dessert thing

6.ONE FAVORITE SONG?
maybe (:

7.WHERE DO YOU LIVE?
novena. haha.

8.LAST WEDDING YOU ATTENDED:
ms tan's.

9.LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR BEST FRIEND
uhm. last year? haha. yanshan i miss you ):

10.WHERE'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO EAT
somewhere in scotland.

11.CAN YOU COOK?
lol. you can try my cooking if you dare

12.WHERE IS 13-15?
eh?

16.LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
friday. ): after 100 back.

17.WHAT DO YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT
YOURSELF:
getting high on nothing (:

19.LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
uhm, 2 days? haha. if that was even counted as one.

20.DO YOU SMOKE?
nopes.

21.PAN CAKES OR FRENCH TOAST?
french toast :D

22.DO YOU LIKE COFFEE?
depends, i like the coffeebeans kind. not the packet kind. the smell makes me wanna puke.

23.LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL
LIST?
yy

24.WHAT WAS THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU
RECEIVED?
k very good. thanks anw. :)

25.CAN YOU PLAY POOL?
yes<3

26.CAN YOU SWIM?
uhh, you think"?

27.FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
chocolate chip cookie dough. i shall go get some now. :D

28.WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS
8am. to learn chengyu. (:

29.WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEKEND?
tuition and homework

31.DO YOU MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?
yup.

32.DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?
its more than just that.

33.DO YOU HAVE A SISTER?
i wish i did ):

34.WHO ARE YOUR CLOSEST COUSINS NAME?
uhm, none is close?

35.WHAT WERE YOU DOING 10 MINUTES AGO?
uh. on the phone.

36.IF YOU WERE A COLOR, WHAT WOULD
YOU BE?
white or black.

37.IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE RIGHT NOW
WHERE?
back in time. to the last day of last last year. ):

38.FOOD YOU'RE CRAVING FOR RIGHT THIS
MINUTE?
phad thai. i wonder why.

39.NAME A FREND WHO'S NAME STARTS WITH
THE LETTER "J"?
jeff? :D

to lazy to start on chengyu >:/
DEBORAH
please ):

2008-07-11T20:11:00.000-07:00

yesterday after stocking up on food at cold storage i went home and did some work. finished 53 chengyus (: hoho. but then my studying was interrupted cos mum had to go to barker for the parents thingy. so much for getting into my studying mood >< i shall post the gay photos i promised. haha. not so gay now, but you should have seen it yesterday....

if you cant see, they were sharing earphones and singing to each other. like. the super emo songs. okay. you need to be there to get the full effect. sorry my phone camera sucks so bad. cant see properly. haha, but still, you get the idea. both of them were damn gay singing to each other. it provided me with lots of entertainment for about an hour. then i went "zi-high". HAHAHA. okay nevermind. but yeah. danny and cameron are gay partners.

ANYWAYS,today during chem, cos i have this pen i like alot. and it's left with less than 1 cm of ink left. so yeah. i was holding it in my hand and my hand was in my jacket. and then when chem started i was like OH. SHIT. amanda! where's my pen. then i searched everywhere for it. but i couldnt find it. then in the middle of chem i stuck my hand into my jacket pocket. and TADA! there it was. HAHA. okay. nevermind. i got damn high after that. and amanda kept making the "L" at me. whatever (: HAHA.

okay. i need to get motivated and continue chengyus. (: junru! i'll finish 250 by monday (: just wait and see :D

DEBORAH
what a girl i've became;
sorry to break your heart.

2008-07-11T19:40:00.000-07:00

You Are Bert

Extremely serious and a little eccentric, people find you lovable - even if you don't love them!

You are usually feeling: Logical - you rarely let your emotions rule you

You are famous for: Being smart, a total neat freak, and maybe just a little evil

How you life your life: With passion, even if your odd passions (like bottle caps and pigeons) are baffling to others

The Sesame Street Personality Quiz

You Are Mostly Secure

In general, you feel confident and together.

But the wrong thing can happen, and all of a sudden, you're not feeling so secure.

Luckily, your insecurities don't last long... at least, not usually.

So the next time you're feeling insecure, try to snap out of it - and remember the confident woman you are!

Are You An Insecure Girl?

You Are 52% Paranoid Schizophrenic

It's likely that you're perfectly fine, though you have your crazy moments.

You tend to be a bit paranoid, but no one's out to get you but yourself.

Are You A Paranoid Schizophrenic?

Your Nail Polish Color is Black

How you're unique: There's nothing about you that isn't unique

Why your style rocks: You are a total indie chick... and you can pull it off

What this color says about you: "I'm a trendsetter and don't care what anyone else is doing!"

What Color Nail Polish Best Fits You?

You Are 80% Spoiled

You're pretty spoiled, but you probably don't think you're spoiled enough.

No doubt about it, you're living the good life. Maybe a little too good!

Are You Spoiled?

2008-07-11T02:07:00.000-07:00

this is the stack of homework i've got to plough through. yay me.

now that the one week hols's finally here, it time to get all the other stuff outta my head and hardcore mug.

go me.

DEBORAH
got myself into this stupid me-you-him shit.

2008-07-09T07:25:00.000-07:00

100 back was really really really really really bad.

it was quite fun watching people get dunked (: haha. i escaped being dunked twice :D haha. 1st time was when arren and someone was carrying me then the guy came and scolded them ( just in time ) so they put me down, ON THE DISGUSTING FLOOR. then the second time, arren and kelvin and amanda toh and some other people. luckily dandan cass and sheena saved me (: haha. but just when i thought i was gonna get out of sports school dry, after the interview thingy, victoria christel pamela and amandatoh pushed me in. blah. but i fell in ON amanda toh. HOHO. i was soaked but whatever. i guess it was quite fun. lol. next year i'll make it out dry (: haha.

anyways, back to school tmr. i really dread the period after competitions and when school comes. not only is there a humongous workload, all the adrenaline rush you get at the competition suddenly becomes sitting in class waiting for the clock to tick faster. and when you know there are a million and one assignments to complete but just cant get down to starting on them in school cos at home its easier to do work. so you just waste time in school spacing out and wasting energy.

what a long post of useless rantings.

this two days need to pass fast.

DEBORAH
moving on.

pudge :D

2008-07-08T05:36:00.000-07:00

Kasper Peter Schmeichel (:

2008-07-08T05:07:00.000-07:00

argh. screw 50 back. the time suck. worse than heats. which is really terrible even though i'm sick, it isnt really any reason to be doing such a bad time. ohwells. even the relay time was faster than the individual time. plus for relay i only warmed up 200m. haha. okay. moving on.

100 back tmr. then its back to school. i realised theres alot to catch up on. bio spa on friday before a one week break. i'll prolly spend one week hardcore mugging for year ends (:

DEBORAH
gave up and moved on.

2008-07-06T01:14:00.000-07:00

of all 365 days in a year, my body chose yesterday to fall ill.

yesterday woke up at 9am which is really late. and then did abit of math ( one measly question ) then went for tuition. AND THEN at night, cos i didnt eat lunch and everything i was like floating and had fever. and till now the fever is still not gone. i wonder how i'm gonna race on tuesday. PLUS, i've got math worksheet 4-9 to finish and assignment 2&3 AND bio SPA next week.

wish me all the luck i need.

AND NO, I'M NOT A LOUSY SLEEPER :P

DEBORAH
you (:

2008-07-04T19:58:00.000-07:00

yesterday's 100 back was kinda disappointing since i went all out. ohwells.
but at least sheena made my day alot better (: hoho.
& the goggle idea is gonna be put into use soon (: haha.

anw,
at least yesterday i had time to go shape my nails and re-paint my toes (: whee. haha. tuition then guitar concert later. haha. need to go print out pictures too. :D

what's with all the (: and :Ds. okay. nevermind. ignore me. i'm just high today. slept at 11 last night and woke up at 10. 11hours of sleep does wonders.

DEBORAH
because you were there (:

2008-07-03T20:10:00.000-07:00

wtf. i did the same time for 50 back as i did in sea age. 32.11-.-'' but because i only warmed up 500, ate a subway right before my race ( because i had "lunch" at 10am ) and cut my leg, i guess 32.11 is quite a fast time. but somehow i'm quite disappointed with it. ohwells.

DEBORAH
(:

2008-07-01T06:16:00.000-07:00

stupidly played floorball today knowing that i had to race 50 back. ohwells. shana pulled out of it. so i ended up final-ling first. with a really really bad time. but ohwells. tmr gonna go physio to look at my bad back ): thurs medley relay and friday 100 back. with jack gone i really dont know where to go. so i've got no coach currently. ohwells. i'm gonna die for finals not training. pffttsss. >:/

and despites sheena's persuasion, i cant get down to starting on homework. got too much to think of at the moment. ohwells >:l time to catch up on school but i just cant. baah.

DEBORAH

i'll try. one more time. just for you.

2008-06-30T05:54:00.000-07:00

back to school again today. geog was... hmm. sleepy as usual. oh. i did the stupidest thing ever. for differentiation qn1 to qn5, which i did before sea age, i used the wrong formula. for qn 6 to qn 10 which i did during sea age i used to correct formula. so.... half my assignment turned out correct. HAHA. so i've got to redo now ): ohwells.

plus i've got 50 back heats tmr. AND from climbing ropes, my left shoulder is SWOLLEN. what's with the left side of my body and being swollen. ohwells. just now i was contemplating whether i should go to school tmr morning but since i'll be leaving early i shall go (: whee.

today during english i was getting high over "i've got a BIG head and LITTLE arms {does the action}" :DDD haha. i think i've got issues.haha.

and during PE we played floorball, me&nez&ely against soff&joce&roy haha. the first point they scored own goal >:) we own dont we. haha. it was 2-2 in the end cos bell rang and everyone was dying from hunger. poor us suffer from 4th block recess. ohwells.

tmr i've got to endure geog&bio&PE before i get to go (: WHEEE.

today is a happy day :D

DEBORAH

i'm glad we're back to what we were like before
even if it's all fake, i'll give anything to be like we were before.

2008-06-28T19:59:00.000-07:00

HAPPY {belated}BIRTHDAY DANDAN :D
you're prolly the bestest roommate i've ever got (:
you made sea age a really really really fun trip :DDDD

DEBORAH

speaking of which, i'm dying of homework overload after missing school cos of sea age & 3 days MC. i shall do the 'yanshan' thing (:
1. fill up electrochem notes
2. math WS6
3. electrochem assignment
4. similarities and differences table
5. read up on practical
6. physics explore lab 3
7. physics activity sheet 2
8. phyiscs activity sheet 3
9. physics activity sheet 4
10. chem assignment
11. electrolysis concept map
12. principle of comparative advancement & benefits of specialisation ws SS
13. the need for trade WS
14. ss PT proposal due next week
15.math ws 7
16. english comphre
17. chinese xiao lian bi
18. catch up on organic chem [tuition]
19. catch up on pressure [tuition]
20. catch up on differentiation [school AND tuition]
21. catch up on bio >:/ [tuition]
* geog PT
*chem PT

ohwells.

2008-06-27T06:22:00.000-07:00

ohgod. this is how lost i am lately.

Johan says:

btw...how old are you?

Johan says:

hehe!

Deborah says:

15 going 16

Deborah says:

haha

Johan says:

ahh

Deborah says:

why?

Johan says:

i just wanna know

Johan says:

haha

Johan says:

i'm as old as you

Johan says:

haha!

Deborah says:

OH. haha

Deborah says:

when's your birthday?

Johan says:

july 27

Johan says:

you?

Deborah says:

oct 11

Deborah says:

OH. TODAY IS YOUR BIRTHDAY?

Johan says:

nope

Johan says:

july 27

Johan says:

next month...

Deborah says:

OH

Deborah says:

shit

Deborah says:

sorry ><

Deborah says:

HAHAHA

ohgreat. anw. i shall post about sea age sometime later. too tired to do a long post now. OHOH, AND MY NEW TABLE MATE IS AMANDA (((((: AND SOFF SITS INFRONT OF ME :DDDD HOHOHOHO.

tag replies

shann : haha, yahlah, press one time works. stick to your "skins" sounds so double meaning. HAHA. neverminds. thanks for keep tagboard alive (: and keeping me alive too :DDD

AMANDA! : hellos! haha, cos your chinese damn pro what...haha. hmm. i was back on monday night. but ponned school 3 days. (: as usual. and yay! you're my table mate :D

sopisa : hey. uhm. sometime later lah k.

tingting : lol. i always thot my blog was quite unexposed :D

you'll always be a part of me
maybe that's why it was so hard to swim the race that day

2008-06-16T19:38:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RESH (: (12th june)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIKI <3 (12th june)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSEPH :D (16th june)

last night's dinner + ice cream was fun :DDDD

leaving for sea age tmr. i think i'm quite screwed for the events. yesterday i went for massage then the stupid woman go and press so hard when i told her to press softer >:/ now the left side of my upper back/shoulder hurts like crazy. and its swollen-ish >:/ oh great. pfft. and schoolnats are gonna be quite screwed too >:/ neverminds about that. we're reaching back at 11 or something and the next day we've got to go school ): ohwells.

DEBORAH :I

2008-06-09T19:22:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA (:
you stupid girl. get so high for chinese. haha. (: anwwwww. happy birthday (: now that you're one year older must give in to me more :DDD haha. joking. but yeah. hope your year ahead is alot better, tho i dont see how much higher your chinese can get, SO HIGH ALRDY! >:) haha.anw, you're 16 (: so cool eh. anw,LOVE YOU LOADS :D

wahlau. a few more months before i turn 16 (: haha.

DEBORAH
<333333 amanda :D

2008-06-09T18:43:00.000-07:00

shan (:

i know you're gonna kill me for making your name pink. but nevermind. must learn to be more girl now that AHEM*coughs*AHEM. hahaha. >:) anyways, you're always there for me :D awww. so touched. haha. this is quite disturbing but everytime i think of you i remember us being scolded by ms tan in class 0.0 not too pleasant. but whatever. haha. andand. remember when we went to have lunch with my mum. she ordered "meatball fishball fishglue flower crab [and all the meats]... yanshan dont like veg right" me "yanshan is... vegetarian." HAHA. okay. i'm abit off today, but whatever.
ANYWAYS. i just wanted to say [with reference to your last post] i'll be your torchlight in your darkness in search of your stars (: hahaha. altho i run on battery and prolly run out before you find the stars, [oi. its the thoughts that count] i'll still try :D from. far far away ____(add in how many kms we're away from each other) :D LOVE YOU :D

quote of the day :
"tingwen, parachute it up"
HAHA.

DEBORAH (:

2008-06-09T18:24:00.000-07:00

sometimes when you believe that someone was always there for you regardless of how people looked at you or what other people said about you, its a fatal mistake. because when you realise it was simply a pathetic fragment of your imagination, you're given a dose of reality. and when your determination fails you, thats when you're a goner.

sing open is over(: well. i should say it did so on a note of tragedy rather than completion. haha. mainly because of 200 fly finals which was horribly horrendous. i'm retiring from 200fly (: whee. haha. lets see. other to be gone with swims are like 100 back which is sprinted like crazy for but totally couldnt make it. and 200 IM. haha. breaststroke isnt something i cant swim, somehow i believe one day i will wake up and have the motivation to be a 200 breaststroker :D haha. well. maybe in 3 years or so. not now. haha. i must say the event [and that refers only to the time i was in the water] was 50 back (: i guess it was great finally breaking the 32 but i doubt i'll be able to pull something like that off again. got 3rd which was unexpected since i finaled 5th but lyn pulled out so 4th. haha. i think the medal was meant to be lyn's if she didnt pull out. but yeah. oh the whole sing open was okay i guess. for the swims.

yesterday was just a whole lot of lazying. slept at 1 the night before talking to someone (: haha. then woke up at 10 and couldnt get my butt out of the house. and everyone was busy or lazy to go out. what fun is it when you've got to shop yourself. anw so then waited for mum at home till 3. i swear i was dying without food. then went to novena to have lunch and met nick there. lol. then went for the sea age thingy and packed the stuff for swimmers since we didnt get into the water. which was tiring but better than swimming. then after that mum brought me for some shopping. got 3 tops and 2 jeans (: wheee. haha. make up for the competition stress :DD

i think it's more shopping later. i wonder what has became of my assignments. maybe a spider has found its way there and settled down in its piles and weaved a nice big web. (: haha. hope it gets carried away and eats up my worksheet. then i can tell ms tan "but a spider ate my worksheet!! :D" at least i've got a week more than everyone else to brace myself before the start of school cos of sea age. we're leaving on the first day of school (:

shopping laters :DDDD

DEBORAH

'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along

but if you left, how was i to give it to you?

2008-06-01T05:14:00.000-07:00

i think life lately has been a bore or worse or something everyday is just like enduring a catalog of unfortunate events like for example waking up at 3 am then 5 am then 7 am then 9 am then 11am even though there isnt morning trng and i go to sleep at 12am the whole day will be wasted without doing any homework or anything and just wasting my life away on the bed with a box of ice cream staring at the tele by any means i think this is the period of my life which i wasted the most just staring into space and lately i've perfect the role of moving around like a robot and lately it seems i've been eating alot indulging in every appetite i can find which is quite disturbing since sing open is coming and we should watch our diet or something which seldom happens nowadays speaking about sing open i think i should add training to the list of struggles i have survived since much of training has been blah and it feels like the whole world is on my shoulders and i cant move forward much less talk about fast besides training my body has an underwhelming reaction to homework i know there is like chem physics english chinese geog ss bio math math math and no that was not a typo it is to emphasize how much math there is but it seems like my heart wants to do work but my hands and legs just wouldnt listen okay other than that i have been sleeping at unearthly hours like 12 and 1 prolly cos there is no training tmr and whatever but even if i sleep this late i still get up in the early morning like 3am which is insane but happens this reminds me of the time before NAG where i used to just sleep at 2am because of homework and wake up at 5am to train and still did quite well and i dont know why but i really hope this happens again which i highly doubt

okay, i realized i didnt use ., or anything. okay. it looks weird but feels good in some weird way

"if anyone could sincerely smile through such grim prognosis, it would be a man who never expected to make it this far"

DEBORAH
where were you today? ):
i thought you would be there ):

2008-05-30T07:46:00.000-07:00

i love you for making frowns turn into smiles <3

DEBORAH
<3 :D

2008-05-30T07:15:00.000-07:00

trng sucked.and i spent 2 hours opposite doing nothing (: hahaha. but anw.

gratz shan (:
<3
:D
:)
:]
>:P

DEBORAH

2008-05-29T06:48:00.000-07:00

ME HAPPY (:

i got my nails touched up so they're not edgy anymore :DDD wheee. i wanted to change my watermelon nails to black white french but was too tired to sit there. so yeah :/ but at least my nails are nice now. lets see. today i woke up at 3am and couldnt get back to sleep till 5am. then i slept till 7am and couldnt get back to sleep. i wonder why. hmmm. (: haha.
anw, i managed to do some bio stuff and some english. went out and then for trng. today's trng sucked. i couldnt make 2.55 for a 200 pull. yes. i was like feeling so heavy. ohwells.

DEBORAH
secret.

2008-05-27T07:52:00.001-07:00

保加利亚玫瑰的精油
全滴在他刚才牵过我的手
横冲直撞我的心像一颗躲避球
谁懂爱停在手里多久

学问道理教课书都有
恋爱上上签到底哪里求
如果有教授我一定要努力修
丘比特呀快为我加油

多想带著雷达到他梦里仔细调查
爱的正卡还有没有副卡
也想拿起扫把在他心里洗洗刷刷
不专心的念头 yeah~ yeah~ 都清除啦

九十九次我爱他少了眼皮会乱眨
要他能心电感应我的想法
每天念著他的名字 yeah~ yeah~ 一句不差

九十九次我爱他少了头发会分岔
要他的想念每天准时打卡
爱像冰淇淋在嘴里溶化

学问道理教课书都有
恋爱上上签到底哪里求
如果有教授我一定要努力修
丘比特呀快为我加油

多想带著雷达到他梦里仔细调查
爱的正卡还有没有副卡
也想拿起扫把在他心里洗洗刷刷
不专心的念头 yeah~ yeah~ 都清除啦

九十九次我爱他少了眼皮会乱眨
要他能心电感应我的想法
每天念著他的名字 yeah~ yeah~ 一句不差

九十九次我爱他少了头发会分岔
要他的想念每天准时打卡
爱像冰淇淋在嘴里溶化

九十九次我爱他少了眼皮会乱眨
要他能心电感应我的想法
每天念著他的名字 yeah~ yeah~ 一句不差

九十九次我爱他少了头发会分岔
要他的想念每天准时打卡
爱像冰淇淋在我嘴里溶化

- 九十九次我爱他

RANDOM. go sleep.

2008-05-27T07:31:00.000-07:00

i did philo in 3 hours :D pro or what. haha. (: its prolly crap. but nevermind since its not into GPA [oh, i wonder where all the enthusiasm for philo went. perhaps exams eat them all up] but anyways. somethings i've gotta say

#1. I LOVE YOU CATHY (: you're so smart you did rg proud :DDDDDD

#2. yanshan, dont be so....... >:)

#3. thank you daniel :DDDDD (: sorry about that day too ><

#4 its 11.30 at night and i've got trng tmr. so i need to sleep.

#5 i love my watermelon nails.

# AND, i'll trash you at anything you choose (: haha.

yupp. okay. thats about it.so random but so always. <3

DEBORAH♥
maybe cos we spent so much time

2008-05-25T19:52:00.001-07:00

SHAN, DEBORAH LOVES YOU <3

2008-05-25T06:41:00.000-07:00

no tears this time.

just keep my mouth SHUT.

2008-05-25T06:31:00.000-07:00

a someone new

i realised i've got quite demented judgement. okay. i'm digressing. this morning i had this really bad headache so i didnt go for SL. sorry yinyun! i think the sleep helped was alot better and up for tuition. went to club for fun to play. ohyes. i found my new love or should i say passtime there. <3

it all sounds so cryptic. i dont know what i'm trying to get at either. nevermind.

dont PTs give you a suffocating impending sense of doom. >:/

DEBORAH ♥

2008-05-21T04:48:00.000-07:00

much of the weekend was spent shopping at orchard with mum since it was her birthday. the other kate spade bag i want is out of stock ): and mummy ALLOWS me to buy it myself !!!): but no stock. ARGH. lemme go find a picture.

http://www.katespade.com/sm-license-plate-canvas-medium-shopper--pi-3009296.html

NICE RIGHT! XD but ohwells. there is a green and black one. ohoh, there's another nice looking one which mummy doesnt allow me to buy it.

http://ksp.imageg.net/graphics/product_images/pKS1-2742230reg.jpg

i want the red and white one. but ohwells. ):

here's what i got instead.

http://www.thebagforum.com/louis-vuitton-bags/5805-new-louis-vuitton-tahitienne-collection.html

its quite blur but mine's the color on the most left the beige one (:

anw,that [bags] aside, today i spent the whole day at home cos of this STUPID headache. i went home to get ready for trng and fell asleep. then when mum tried to wake me up i had this really really really terrible headache >:/ so i slept from 2 till 7? haha. i'm super awake now tho the headache is still there. >< style="font-size:85%;">i must learn not to drink on school nights. stupid hangover.

oh. and tho i screwed up english orals, i think my english overall grade just got higher :DDDD WHEE :DDDDD [cos of orals. ironic eh.]

DEBORAH
:/

2008-05-18T01:40:00.001-07:00

Tahitienne <3

2008-05-16T19:19:00.000-07:00

i found out coming online at the weirdiest times of the day is good. cos there's nothing to keep you online for long. or rather, no one. yesterday was fun (: SHOPPING. my mum said cos my results were satisfactory, so she allowed me to go shopping. bought alot of books. and 2 shirts. i wanted a kate spade bag which was quite cheap, but my mum didnt allow even when i wanted to pay for it myself. then when we went to LV, she wanted to get me my long wanted zippy but somehow i wasnt in the mood for buying that. so i ended up sitting on the not so comfortable couch for 2 freaking hours waiting for my cousin to pick between 3 bags for 2. -.-'' as lame as i sounds, i finally decided to go buy a notebook to cheer myself up. i dont see why i cant get the kate spade bag when the LV wallet is like 3 times the price of the kate spade bag. well. almost. but whatever.

was really tired when i got home. which was good. since i didnt have to think much before i got to bed, and just slept through the night without waking up and thinking about what happened. ohwells. got to move on someday.

DEBORAH
maybe i should have listened to him and not tell.
why try when you know the outcome.

2008-05-15T06:59:00.000-07:00

cheers to the days we had.

2008-05-15T05:41:00.000-07:00

today's results were MUCH better than tuesday's. but i still cant believe after talking to ______ i actually got so worried about my biology results that i started crying. like wtf. "you ought to be worried about your marks" gaah. i cant believe i actually cried BEFORE i got back my paper. but at least i didnt cry after i got back my paper, which is quite surprising. it sucked SO bad. its the only test i studied for and its disgusting. not even an A. its so irritating how when i actually decide to put in effort in something it sucks so bad.

perhaps putting in effort is a simple waste of time. why try?

i know its bad attitude. but whatever. its so frustrating. yes. tell me the phrase that marks doesnt matter. it actually only applies to straight 4.0 people. and i'm not one of them. okay. just *($& it. i'll try harder next time.

the rest of the results were... hm. some were unexpected like for physics. but on the whole it was .. okay? haha. i think the most amusing reaction of my was when i got back math paper. but heck it. haha. this is the only time my mum isnt screaming at me. her reason was "you watch so much of your he jun xiang, everyday must hear his voice and see his face, i was wondering how you'd even scrape a pass." whatever. i think she just doesnt have faith in me. i think she prepared a speech for scolding me once i screwed up anything this time. but i escaped it (:

of cos i was happy with some results, but bio ):

well. that aside... SOMEONE wrote this in her test paper
"sperminated" instead of "fertilized" cos she watched too much paris hilton. HAHAHA.
guess who that person is [no. not me.] HAHA.
i need my GPA to take a lift up to the highest floor. >:/

DEBORAH

tell me why putting in effort doesnt pay off.

and random. from shan's blog.

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Deb!

Deb once came third in a Charlie Chaplin lookalike contest!
If you drop Deb from more than three metres above ground level, she will always land feet-first.
Some birds use Deb to orientate themselves during migration.
Debomancy is the art of telling the future with Deb.
If you kiss Deb for one minute you will burn six or seven calories!
Reindeer like to eat Deb.
The National Heart Foundation recommends eating Deb at least three times a week.
Deb can not regurgitate!
If you blow out all the candles on Deb with one breath, your wish will come true!
You burn more calories sleeping than you do watching Deb.

2008-05-14T07:19:00.000-07:00

To laugh is to risk appearing a fool.
To weep is to risk appearing sentimental.
To reach out for another is to risk involvement.
To expose feelings is to risk rejection.
To place your dreams before the crowd is to risk ridicule.
To love is to risk not being loved in return.
To go forward in the face of overwhelming odds is to risk failure.

But risks must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.

The person who risks nothing does nothing, has nothing, is nothing.

He may avoid suffering and sorrow, but he cannot learn, feel, change, grow or love.

Chained by his certitudes, he is a slave.

He has forfeited his freedom.

Only a person who takes risks is free.

- Author Unknown

2008-05-14T07:16:00.000-07:00

the dilemma

Forced
To lose one important thing after another
Unless another important decision is made.

Forced
To give up on a life which was secure
To transform to one new and unfamiliar.

Forced
To become more "sophisticated" in accepting views
That were not easily accepted before.

Forced
To lose, to change, to lie
For someone expecting too much from another.

Erin P

2008-05-14T06:54:00.000-07:00

i'm

sad
angry
lost
confused
unsure
distracted
depressed
gloomy
miserable
cheerless
distressing
_______ [add in whatever you want yourself]

its not cause of results or anything. but whatever.

DEBORAH
tell me.

2008-05-13T07:21:00.000-07:00

2008-05-13T07:13:00.000-07:00

since you posted for me i shall post for you.

hmm. its nice when you're always there to listen to what i have to say tho its often about the SAME thing. which is kinda stupid. but i AM kinda stupid. but whatever. haha. hmm. its okay if i have to stay up just to post for you since there's no trng tmr morning and even tho i'm so annoyed now by someone who didnt call me >:/ not you. and so tired cos i didnt nap today. i'm still up and awake [well barely] to post for you. <3 awww. aint that the sweetest thing you've every heard. hoho. i'm not quite making sense now, but i need to apologize for bursting your phone bills [and ears when i scream into the phone] but i know i'll always be your honey (:

i really need to sleep.

nights.
DEBORAH
thank you for being there you guys.

2008-05-11T06:18:00.000-07:00

1. What's your name?

♥ } DEBORAH chua.

2. What does your friends call you?

♥ } Deb, alien, [not so commonly] bimbo, erm. D. alot lah.

3. What time is it now?

♥ } 9.20pm

4. If you could change your eye color, what would it be?

♥ } Grey (: or green. either

5. How many pillows on your bed?

♥ } uhm. i think 5.

6. What was the last text message you sent to?

♥ } erm. something about being busy

7. What color is your shirt right now?

♥ } white with a pig (:

8. Who's the fourth person on your contact list?

♥ } aaren

9. When was the last time you cried?

♥ } uhmmm. quite long time ago i think.

10. What school are you in?

♥ } Rg

11. Do you have a crush?

♥ } haha, not anymore

12. Who was the last person that made you laugh?

♥ }Sheena about Cass's AGE (:

13. How long is your hair?

♥ } over shoulder

14. What was the longest time you ever slept?

♥ } uhmmm. i think 2 am till the next day 7pm

15. Have you seen your bestfriend cry?

♥ } yes.

16. What thing you can't stand?

♥ }erm. slurping, being jealous about nothing and other stuff which i cant think of now.

17. What you wanna do now?

♥ } i wanna go to spain

18. Would you sleep at a friend's house or have them over?

♥ } have them over. more fun <3

19. When was the last time scolded someone?

♥ } erm. yesterday. the stupid woman who took my reservation at the jap place.

20.Would you like your friends to do this too?

♥ } yeahh

21.Then ask 5 of your friends to do this test.

♥ } hm. amanda, jeff [just tell me the things since you dont have blog. haha], shann, erm. sheena, and erm. nez?

i suddenly feel sleepy

DEBORAH

2008-05-11T06:06:00.000-07:00

out with cass and sheena today (: and we watched vegas. :DD whee. FUN! we saw the ACE peeps around and i saw carol. haha.

i love the shirt we bought <3
oh yes. i love you too cass hun. haha.

DEBORAH
just as i wanted to tell you,
once again you turned me away.

2008-05-10T20:03:00.000-07:00

thursday

after math we went out for lunch and stuff at subway while going crazy. haha. amanda kept saying "deborah, stop flashing at me" haha, she meant the camera (: hoho. then nez said "when the camera is with you, there are pictures of other people. when the camera is with me, its just me and me." haha. yupp. and lame jokes like razia giving me the pity look cos i kept getting lost. but whatever. its was damn fun (: esp the camwhoring :D ohoh. it was niss's birthday too :DD her dad came down from indonesia. so sweet right!!! (: in the end razia went back cos her mum wanted her to. and nissa went off with her dad. and me&amanda&nes&elysia went to see the movies available. they went to watch over my dead body but i had to go trng. so yes ): i left for home instead. but it was damn fun still (:

friday

amanda didnt come to school cos she was sick ): ohwells. i bought cake and through out the day we were sneaky sneakying writing birthday cards for yinyun and niss, (; then we gave them this birhtday surprise thingum after school (: <3 style="font-weight: bold;">saturday

had a lunch thingy, rushed off for tuition which i was half an hour late for >< heh. after that was town with my cousin. SHOPPING (: hoho. the paul frank pullover i wanted was gone ): but i got a skirt for compensation :D haha. and a pair of slips. and i wanted my ipod speakers. but i am saving up for something next week. so.. got 5 over books from borders then met up with mum and dad for dinner.

we're getting results back next week. ><

but for now,
off to town for lunch.

accuracy of death movie date next week (:

DEBORAH
somehow after i told you, i regret it.
would it have turned out differently if i said it was you?

2008-05-08T04:04:00.000-07:00

MYAs are O.V.E.R (:

whee. (:

today was fun going crazy after school.

i'm in no mood to post.

tmr.

DEBORAH
<3 amanda :DD, nes :]] nissa((: elysia :-)) razia [[:

2008-05-06T03:58:00.000-07:00

phsyics. let's not talk about it.

i HATE mA. lost me one whole mark >:/ grr. if i fail/ dont do well cos of that one mark. i tell you. i'm gonna @O(&$&$*($(Y$@. anyways, after physics was a whole lot better esp when thashi and yvonne and heidi came in my car to aspen. we were just laughing the whole way and i was as high as yesterday over nothing. haha.

replay of yesterday simin : "do you realise fish get attracted to men? "
thashi : "orh. no wonder fishermen only got MEN and no women. "

and the self denial thingy. haha. ohwells.then we went shopping for lunch and i bought alot (: to eat. and thashi ate unagi for the first time. we shared tori Q. and while i was ranting about everything i could to thashi esp about that certain someone which i have alot more to rant about now, to thashi later. i feel alot better. aint that what a bestie is for (: hoho. and i got high over me and thashi immitating ahem & AHEM. hahaha. and the "i kidd[kick] you not."
(:

opps. i just realized its not clear. anyway, it writes
thashi : <3
me : who?
thashi : you
me : (:

:DD

yay! its amazing how thashi makes me high.
plus, i got to see you today :D

need.to.mug.bio.

DEBORAH
horrible, horrible. >:/ ; horrible physics. mA, i HATE you, for causing me one mark.

2008-05-04T19:55:00.000-07:00

argh. what's with the so many As and Bs i got for MCQ >:/ it sucks man, its like all the answers are so close but at least me and cathy and ziyi all got 254.5 for some question (: whee. haha. its feels great having a same answer with cathy, someone who'd get straight 4.0s for all the sciences.oh, and i finished the entire paper. no blanks (: well. just dont count how many i'd get wrong. haha. physics tmr. ): i've got no idea what's going on. need to go figure the stuff out now!!!! argh.

hope he remember to buy it for me :D
DEBORAH

2008-05-02T20:41:00.000-07:00

i think i killed a caterpillar while trying to save it. i wanted to take it off my mum's car and put it on the floor, but someone was in a rush. so i jut flinged it off. and the stupid thing crawled under the car. i think it got squished ): ohman. i feel so bad now. i should have just left it there on the car. ):

good luck for your trip daniel (:

DEBORAH
yay (: again!

2008-05-02T05:35:00.000-07:00

okay, i think i'm posting to excessively. but i need to rant.

firstly. geog. i dunno why everyone said it was easy. blooody hell [pardon the language in this post] it was hell hard for me. seriously. not that i didnt study this time, i DID. BUT i found the paper hard. cathy and liangzi and amanda found it easy. shit. i must be damn weird. argh. my 4.0 is gonna fly fly fly down the drainage system through the iguasssu river and pass the itaipu dams in brazili and float to some random place where there is nothing but trees. and i'd never ever see my much wanted 4.0 for geog ever again. poor me.

secondly, english. the second question was so ss. but whatever. i did the 3rd. and hell did SO many people do the 3rd question. i wanted to do the first question because i got a really great hook for the essay. something late steve irwin said like crocs are less dangerous than people because when you try to go near them, they try to eat you. but people pretend to be nice first. but i didnt have any points for that so i did qn 3 lor. but argh. i had SO many points but no time. and i didnt exactly address the qn. but whatever.

thats about it. i feel better now. there's alot more the type about but i typed it all in yanshan's convo and it isnt exactly anything i would ever wanna write here. so nevermind. haha.

lets see. all i'm left with is chem, bio, physics, math, chinese paper I.

DEBORAH
what a pleasant surprise to see you again (:

2008-04-30T21:18:00.001-07:00

i've been drinking too much apple juice lately. 3 cartons in 2 days. tsk.

ANYWAYS.

today i was super happy when i realised there was no afternoon trng (: haha. i didnt know till we had gym in the morning and i asked eve if there was trng in the afternoon. and she told me there wasnt. so here i am happy :D i guess today's trng was quite okay as compared to yesterday afternoon's except for the annoying, irritating @*$Y*@$Y person who keeps talking crap. luckily eve told him off for me (: but other than that trng was quite okay today since we were going on a slower time. hoho. gym was terrible. TERRIBLE. i was bullied lah. >:/ and apparently its quite amusing to watch, so there were people laughing while a 4kg med ball was being thrown at me at full speed. pfft. at least there's no trng in the afternoon today (: whee.

that aside, the MYAs have started but i'm totally not in the mood. social studies kinda sucked. the two articles werent the slightest bit related. and when i was highlighting my points on the paper, mr azahar stood next to me and looked into my paper. so that means the point is either too good, or too bad. most prolly too bad i suppose. chinese was... a bit better? but when we came out of the exam hall the chinese scholars were like saying it was hard. so yeah. there was be something wrong with me. cos everyone says it was hard cos it was quite "in depth" but i say its doable. my mum says if i do well for chinese this time i can spend as much time as i want watching taiwanese shows :D what a perk! haha. AND, fanny's got a bet with me. if she gets higher than me this time, i'll treat her to sub. if i get higher, she has to jump down from E block 2nd story. haha. me getting higher than fanny is kinda impossible since she is from china and all. but last year i got 1/2 mark higher than her [no, i'm not kidding] and she's so confident she'll trash me this time. but i'd treat her to subway anytime even if she doesnt win me. haha. but chinese isnt my cup of tea. so it doesnt matter. heh.

geog and english tmr. everyone's saying i'll do well for geog cos i did well for the last test, but i havent studied!! its like 12.30 alrdy and i'm going out at 3. so effectively there's about 1 hour to study for tmr. acutally if there was trng today in the afternoon i'd prolly have been done with studying by now. but since that isnt the case, procrastination comes into play. i desperately need to start on geog.

after geog there'll be chem physics bio math chinese paper I and that's about it. need to turn on the mugger mode. but it isnt coming X/ i need some motivation!!

on a random note, my dog's girlfriend chloe is going back to america ):

off to go and attempt to mug

DEBORAH
annoying person.

2008-04-26T04:01:00.000-07:00

one and a half hours of ss really can kill man. i'm feeling super sick now ): maybe i got the flu bug from eve or something. or maybe its just a case of studying. ohwells. MYA starts next week. i need to get started ): chem today was a horror. the MCQs were like. undo-able. suddenly school assignments seem too easy. pfft. :/

AND to top things off, my stupid braces hurts so much i cant chew on anything hard. so last night all i ate was soup. so i totally died this morning at trng. and all i had for breakfast was porridge. and uptill now, all i had was a super gulp sized coke. but thinking of all the revision there is to do before MYAs makes me less hungry. which is good. (: haha.

2008-04-20T05:09:00.000-07:00

http://i1.iofferphoto.com/img/item/297/134/16/40.jpg

i want that! my mum got one. :/ but i've got my monogram one alrdy which isnt a zippy. but ohwells ): i've got to wait till my birthday for my iphone and that. sheesh.

DEBORAH
one glimpse and we knew we were right for each other

2008-04-14T04:40:00.000-07:00

don't you realise it isnt only about you worrying? there's alot more to it.

2008-04-13T03:04:00.000-07:00

ohgod.

i cried so much during the last part of the show. pfft.
ohwells. no more shows for me till after MYA (:
shan't post till after MYAs as well.

DEBORAH
<3

2008-04-13T01:09:00.001-07:00

70 words

Speedtest

WOOHOO

2008-04-13T01:05:00.001-07:00

whee. two more words before i reach YY's (:

69 words

Speedtest

2008-04-13T00:59:00.000-07:00

64 words

Speed test

2008-04-12T05:34:00.000-07:00

63 words

Speed test

KIM! for you again (: haha.

yay(: got my mani done. nails look much better now :DD

DEBORAH
seems like such fun until you've lose what you've had once

2008-04-11T22:37:00.000-07:00

KIM! LOOK!

61 words

Speed test

2008-04-09T04:18:00.000-07:00

okay, we got back SS results math results and geog results.

for SS, there's only one thing that can be said I HOPE THEY'LL MODERATE. pfft.

for math, screwed up big time. BIG time. dont ask.

for geog, well. it was a pleasent surprise but having 5 people ask you how much you got isnt nice. but still, unexpected.

SOFFIA GHAZALI paisehed me IN FRONT OF THE WHOLE CLASS. well. we were in the library and here it was...

[we got back our paper]
ms pang : starts talking about me.... deborah sleeps very little cos she has to go morning training
soffia : NO! WHERE GOT! DEBORAH SLEEP ALOT ONE LEH.

infront of EVERYONE. thanks soffia. i love you so much for that. NOT.
but since you were nice and shared food with me during ss, i still love you (: hahaha.

DEBORAH
he overtook you.

2008-04-08T06:10:00.000-07:00

my blisters hurt so bad i wear slippers to school now ): ohwells.
anw, today's bio was like a major snooze out session for me. i kept dozing off and roy kept poking me to wake up every 5 mins. haha. i think during 1st block too.heh. training keeps making me fall asleep in class now :/ ohwells.

AND, i finished dou niu yao bu yao (: its such a nice show <3

chem PPA tmr, + a whole load of homework.

DEBORAH
cause, today you took my heart away, looked into my eyes and made me never wanna saw goodbye.

could you be another?

2008-04-06T02:12:00.000-07:00

my blisters hurt hell ):

DEBORAH

挑一张耶诞卡写上满满祝福的话
地址写的是心底你能不能收到它
天有点冷风有点大城市宁静而喧哗
这一个冬天我得一个人走回家
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜里回声变得好大
有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话

你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发

有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达
旧情人给的问候比陌生人还尴尬
昨天远了明天还长回忆模糊但巨大
这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜里回声变得好大
有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话

你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发

2008-04-04T05:53:00.000-07:00

GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR COMPETITION DANIEL (:
enjoy yourself in nanjing

OH, and HAPPY BIRTHDAY QUINCY :D

not that you'll read this. haha

DEBORAH
it will be saved for you, till the day you decide to come back and tell me what to do.