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thanks honey for today, it was amazing.







but for now,
i guess i wouldnt be posting for quite awhile. gotta get stuff sorted out like swimming and stuff.
this is so annoying, complicated, whatever.

but atm it seems that there isnt really anyone to talk to about it regard of how much we text or call or even if we see each other everyday. it feels so tiring trying to just put on a poker face and smiling at everything even though i really cant take it anymore. why try to live up to other's expectations. why do everything to meet everyone's target for you.but hasnt it always been like this, why the sudden doubt. weak, yes, call me weak. please. seriously, who am i trying to kid. who?
i just want you to know;
i try. i really do.

): Deb.

Everytime i see your face
Everytime you look my way
Its like it all falls into place
Everything feels right

i'm still feeling like shit in the water even tho i alrdy had 6 sessions ): baah.

ANYWAYS,

YAY :D someone's gonna sneak me into _________ and he is gonna be my 007 spy :DDDDDD

YAY (: HAHAHAHA.


Deb! :D
(:

since i'm too lazy to start math file and someone isnt replying my msg [ ): ] i shall do a quiz from cass's blog.


QUIZ ONE
GIRLY
[x] I like at least one shade of pink.
[x] I don't like being messy.
[ ] My belongings are organized.
[ ] I don't like rock music.
[] I like wearing accessories.
[x] Bright colors amaze me.
[ ] I hate black.
[ ] I go to the salon once a week.
[x] I comb my hair almost all the time.
[] I bring my phone with me everywhere.
TOTAL: 4

BOYISH
[] I wear baggy pants.
[] I play video games.
[x] I listen to bands like Fall Out Boy, Yellowcard, Switchfoot, etc.
[x] I like wearing jackets with hoods.
[x] I'm too lazy to do chores.
[ ] I don't like shopping.
[x] I like to go bungee jumping.
[ x] I like being sweaty.
[] I'm a big fan of marvel heroes.
[ ] I always wear perfume.
TOTAL: 5

NERDY
[x] I always carry a pen in my purse or pocket.
[x] I enjoy studying.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[I WANT TO x THIS BUT I CANT ] I'm a straight-A student.
[ ] I've never skipped any class in my whole life.
[ ] I like my shirt tucked in.
[x] One of my favorite subjects is science.
[x] I like reading books.
[i want to x this too>:/] My assignments are passed up on time.
TOTAL: 4

EMO
[no way.] I love the color black.
[] I always sit at the corner.
[x] One side of my hair is covering one of my eyes.
[ ] I like listening to metal rock music.
[] I have a lot of problems in my life.
[ ] I don't talk much.
[ ] I don't have that much friends.
[] I barely have fun.
[x] I barely go out with my folks or friends.
TOTAL: 2

CHILDISH
[x] I love to stare at the ceiling for ten minutes.
[x] I sleep with a stuff toy.
[x] I watch cartoons.
[ ] I love to invent words only I understand.
[ ] I sleep with a night light.
[ ] My parents are the ones who choose my outfit.
[x] I'm scared of roller coasters.
[] I like being with my family relatives.
[x] I take bubble baths.
[x] I love Spongebob.
TOTAL: 6

QUIZ TWO
Use the first letter of your name to answer the following. They have to be real names, real places and real things -- nothing made up.You cannot use your own name for the boy/girl’s name.

1. What is your name?
Deborah

2. A 4-letter word?
Damn? HAHA.

3. A vehicle?
i wanted to write doughnut, then i realised it isnt a vehicle. bullDozer?

4. A boy’s name?
derrick (:? HAHA

5. A girl’s name?
danielle

6. An occupation?
DOCTOR :D

7. Something you wear?
dress?

8. A celebrity?
fred Dalton thompson

9. Something found in a bathroom?
dental floss (: haha. i'm so proud of myself for thinking for that

10. Reason for being late?
dental appointment?

11. Something you shout?
Dunno!

12. A body part?
diaphragm? or dorsolateral fissure. hahaha.

13. Word to describe yourself?
detailed? HAHA.


list of holiday homework :
1) math file
2) philo file
3) file up all other worksheets
4) read up on anatomy
5) help ___ with her talent management report
6) study for HMT Os
7)read the TIME magazine i still havent
8)go training.


Deb! :D

with the exams gone its really awesome (:

saturday was out with heidi, movie-ed, ate, shopped for earphones :D it was awesome (: we should do it sometime soon again :DD

sunday was just club and pool (: it was great! i won $_____ (: hahaha. cos ____'s black ball went in on his second hit. AWESOME :D haha.

today had only morning trng, then went home to sleep. i'm still feeling like shit in the water btw. haha. but whatever. then shopped with mum. bought a whole lot of stuff :D saw jinyu the first time in LV then the second time there saw nah,dandan&kel. haha. (: coffee-ed with dandan&nah. then did summore shopping. decided against going out tonight since i figured i sure cant wake up tmr morning trng. haha. so i was a nice girl and came home to read my pretty little liar book (: whee. haha.

but for now, i cant sneeze cos everytime i do, my stomach ( abs or flabs?) hurts. >< goddammit. bahh.

Deb! :D
is it us? or is it just me thinking too much again?

Labels: shopping, you.

回忆里想起模糊的小时候
云朵漂浮在蓝蓝的天空
那时候的你说
要和我手牵手
一起走到时间的尽头

* 从此以后我都不敢抬头看
彷佛我的天空失去了颜色
从那一天起
我忘记了呼吸
眼泪啊永远不再
不再哭泣

legs are jelly-oish from trng. wtf. two and a half weeks of no training really shows when i finally get back into the water. this just makes me wanna stop swimming more.
if it wasnt because of you, i would have.(: w

Deb! D:

today had awesome incidents and not so ideal ones.

1) did my fingernails. BUT now my finger and toes dont match ): cos i did my toes two days ago. then i forgot about the color. so now my toes and finger color clashes ): but still. both are nice on its own.

here's the fingers. mt fingers are long and fugly. but that isnt the point.










close up










my toes (:










with a little tinklebell on each big toe :D









the one i had before before the this one. the one before the current one was balloons in the sky. forgot to take picture :p












2) i saved 15 baby fishes (: cos there was rain. then the fish pots (?) outside my living room there was over flooded and so the pregnant fish flowed out i think. then it gave birth outside. so there were like loads of baby fishes when i came home at 5pm after shopping. so i went saving them. using a spoon and knife. wait. i used a knife only cos the thin side is so thin it wouldnt hurt the baby fishes. (: and it was plastic. dont worry. i wasnt trying to have baby fish sashimi [the thought of it freaks the hell outta me man.] anw. i saved the mother too. ((: BUT i accidentally kill 2 babies >< i cant help it. they're too small. like when i scoop them up and put it into the container one by one somehow some just dies ): but at least i saved the majority. :D and in the midst of this important life saving activity, kiki the nosy parker came along to check it out. but obviously i stopped him from going out.once he puts his nose down and sniff, the fishes are gone case.

the fish pots (? what do you call them? they're not tanks..)









the place where the fishes were. the place i was scooping them from. there was water there btw.











baby fishes (((:











the nosy parker! his hair isnt always like this. i think i tied his hair on the day i was studying for bio. that explains it doesnt it (: haha. he looks SO girl :D











Deb! :D
i'm so sorry. i'm just not ready for anything now.
you can do so much better than me.
sorry.